The End Of My Day

Why doesn’t my good ever outweigh my bad
Why am I always crucified for just being sad
I loved you as much as my heart would allow
But then my illness showed itself and you’re gone now
You’re just like the one before and the one before that
But for some reason I still want you back
Do you remember all the promises and things you swore
You made me believe you loved me and I wasn’t alone anymore
You swore you’d always be there, you promised to love me till the end
Even though we weren’t together I knew you’d always be my friend
Now it’s an episode later and nothing I say is getting through
You said it was probably gonna get worse and I guess it’s coming true