A-mused

There’s some things I need to get off my chest
I mean we talk everyday so why not
I really hate when you have to deal with me when I’m not at my best
Not a day passes where I hope you woke up and forgot
That being said I hope you forget what I’m about to say
Lately I’ve been asking myself and god why my life is this way
It’s like no matter how many times I pray everything feels meaningless
It’s like what King Solomon said in the Bible, there’s no difference
And lately I’ve been feeling like I’m about to die
There’s no reason for it so don’t ask me why
Sometimes I honestly feel like it’s true, I won’t lie
If by some odd chance that actually does happen would you care or cry