IG Crush

Okay, just bear with me, it’s kind of hard to word this
But basically if I shot my shot why do I feel like I would miss
Like what’s the difference between sexting and a first date with a kiss
I mean it’s not like I don’t know the difference, pardon my freakiness
Let me put it this way, if you had an interest or little crush would you confess
Or did I blow my chance with all my depression and loneliness
You can tell me, be honest, there’s no wrong answers to this test
I just wanna know as far as your feelings go is there a possibility I’m up next
Of course, I know this’ll never be any of that true love and true happiness bullshit
I’m aware of how unrealistic anything serious is, but I’m a hopeless romantic I admit
So the way I see it why should I let reality give me a moment and then keep me from enjoying it
But that’s just me, what do you think about all this emotional introspective shit
After all this talking and these good vibes am I really the only one feeling it