Too Good, Too Bad

There was never anything special about me
Nothing important or rare
I spent most of my time just trying to be seen
Just trying to get accepted by anyone anywhere

After a while I realized I was just one of those people
Unwanted, overlooked, and unlucky
Sometimes that’s just the way things are
It just so happened to be that way with me

Naturally I started hating life, I wanted to die
I even tried a couple of times but couldn’t follow through
Then one day, for no reason at all, I found a reason to stick around
Just so happens that reason was you

I’d spent so much time trying to burn my life down
But now I wanted to live, I needed to survive
I had to know what it was like to be with you
I couldn’t leave without ever being alive

For once I’d found somewhere where I belonged
Somewhere where I wasn’t nothing but a lot
I was finally gonna be the world to someone
Or at least so I thought