I’ll Miss You

My insecurities got the best of me again
I couldn’t stand the thought of you wanting another
I tried to pull back and just be your friend
But my heart only wanted you as a lover

I loved how easy it was to fall for you
Until I realized I probably wasn’t the only one
You’ll never know what seeing how you were with them put me through
You were everything to me but I could’ve been anyone

I was never special so I know you’ll never chase me
But I know a part of me will always hope you will
I know I’ll always wonder what could’ve been and be tempted to see
But I know the girl from my dreams will never be real