I lied to myself just for you
I made myself believe I was enough
Knowing nothing you said was true
And this was never about love
I told myself you’d change eventually
I convinced myself all I had to do was stay
Knowing I was only there for security
And it’d never work if things kept going this way
Now you’re telling me you don’t feel the same
Now you’re saying you’ve felt like this for a while
Knowing when you leave I’ll only have myself to blame
For always just wanting to see you smile