Before The Lord

Right about now I’d usually say, how much worse could it get
But every time I say that I end up with a memory I wish I could forget
So I’ll just say things are really bad and it could be the end for me
I’m not saying I deserve Your help but it’d be nice, honestly
I know I’m not good but I’m not trying to be bad either
I just need a way out of all this, a way out of here