My God, I have lost my value in this world
The light of my lamp has gone out
How far I’ve fallen from grace and glory
I spend my last days in utter gloom and doubt
My sins outweigh my good deeds
My transgressions overshadow my righteousness
And to think I was once Your disciple
Walking in Your mercy; holy, and blessed
But resentment from my past possessed me
The meaninglessness of this life gripped me tight
And I rebelled against The Lord my Father
Drowning my sorrows in wine every night
In my lack of purpose I lost my way
I searched for relief in all types of women
A deep darkness covered my mind
And I embraced recklessness and sin
Now my day of judgement has arrived
The day of my destruction is here
I have grieved The Holy Spirit for long enough
No longer will I disgrace The One I should fear
How can my sins be forgiven now
Who can save me from My Father’s wrath
For His anger is like a lion who’s found his prey
He will not show mercy or turn away from his path
My Lord and My God have grace and mercy on my soul
Valentine's Fall 
Dude, this writing talent that you have is an immense blessing! I feel moved whenever I read any of your stuff. This made me think of the song, “Who’s gonna save my soul” by Gnarls Barkley. It’s about love, but it popped in my head because of the idea of not making it to heaven
Thanks bro sincerely. I’ll have to give that a listen.
let me know what you think!