Lately all my daydreams end up being about God
Like, “where are you, can you hear me, and please spare the rod”
Like this depression isn’t a facade, I sincerely need Your help
It’s not easy taking the blame and putting everyone’s wrongs on yourself
The stress is effecting my health, my blood pressure is high
Half of it is anger issues and the other half is just me trying to get by
Contemplating on just saying bye but I know Hell is real
And I know unforgiveness is still the root of everything I feel
Begging God to make me a deal, “pay them back and you can have my soul”
Is it bad that shitting on everyone who shit on me is my biggest goal
Valentine's Fall 
God always hears you
you know it in your heart
when you think he is out
trust he’s making his part.
It is difficult to forgive
once you have done it
you will feel the relive.
Sure you can try revenge
using your mind to plan
circumstances to arrange.
A thing I want to make clear
I want you to know this day
while you think this as a goal
vengeance is never the way.