Today I found a dead bird laying in my driveway
Some people say that means Death is on its way
That’d usually scare me but nowadays it’s been hard to pray
Looking at my life I’d probably rather be dead anyway
Drinking as much as I can to silence my thoughts
In violation of my probation my future is lost
Wonder who’d miss me if they found out I was offed
The Devil whispers “Nice try” now it’s time to pay the cost
My head below water, bills and legal fees drag me down
At this rate I might be the first one to ever touch the ocean’s ground
Screaming for help but no one hears a sound
When I’m gone I just wonder how long it’ll take till I’m found
Valentine's Fall 