Blvd. Nights

I just want something strong
Something to numb all the pain
I know it’s wrong
I know I’ve been diagnosed insane
But I can’t deal with everything
I just want to end my life
Forget my dream girl and a ring
I’ll never be good enough for love let alone a wife
I wish I could just go to sleep and never wake up again
I just wish God would forget all my shortcomings and sin