Out Of My Control

I am both sinner and saint
Light and Darkness run deep
I’m an angel among demons
But a wolf among sheep

I’ve proven to be one of the greatest
But there’s no one I hate more
I love everything I’m capable of
But I don’t want to be me anymore

Sons of God watch over me
But their fallen brothers care not
Day and night they speak to me
Reminding me of every sin I almost forgot

Do you understand me a little better now
Do you get how I can hate and love you
Who I am is no longer in my control
My life is both a lie and a bitter truth