Distant

Studying your IG photos trying not to be jealous
Like I don’t think those moments should be pictures of us
Looking for your heart but it’s not here
Is it because of him or is it because of fear
Do you still think I don’t mean the shit I say
Do you think I’m still just being cute when I call you my Day
You’re not responding and it’s driving me crazy
Are you a lot more guarded after that argument or is it just me
Picturing your smile in my head and wishing I responsible
You say I’m important but I feel like I’m most people
You’re the queen I’ll never the be the king to
You’re the dream girl I’ll never wake up to