Shouldn’t Have Said That

I loved you more than I loved myself
I trusted you with my heart and mental health
You swore you’d never abandon or leave me
I thought you were someone I could depend on and believe
But here we are, awkward and not talking
If only you knew apologies were as easy as walking
I know I’m not perfect, I know that argument is on me
But what else do you want me to do, I bought you flowers and said sorry
But of course, nothing I do is good enough for you
You want someone who’ll treat you like shit, something I’ll never do