
Saxophones blare through my headphones
But all I hear is the pain in Meek’s voice
My drunken episode was a mistake
But your decision not to be honest with me was a choice
Now it’s a day away from my court date and I’m numb
To be completely honest I just wish my demise would come
My episode is over and now I feel like everything’s alright
Even though I know County is the place I’ll spending the night
I know this is crazy but I wish my low wouldn’t have ended
If it hadn’t I wouldn’t care about any of this because my life would’ve ended