“Where were you”

I opened up just to never hear from you again
And somehow you still call yourself my friend
Somehow you’re still there if I need you
How did everything you said turn out not to be true
You said you understood, you said you’ve been there
You said good days were coming even though life’s not fair
You know how dark these times can be
You know how important it is to be there for me
But I’m muted, ignored, and left on read
As if all these suicidal thoughts are just gonna go away instead