Always And All Ways

I was just a boy but you were my world
I was far from perfect but you were still my girl
I mean I loved you enough to pre-propose
Engaged to be engaged but to this day no one knows
I was suicidal and you needed something more
I just wish I would’ve understood this before
An attempted suicide later and now you’re married
So much for the feelings I held onto and carried
Till this day it still hurts but I still hope you’re happy
You weren’t perfect but I’m still convinced you were perfect for me
I know these words probably should’ve been said before
But they still needed to be said even if they don’t mean anything anymore