In The Dark

I feel like my biggest enemy is actually me
I feel like one day my words are gonna be the end of me
Name droppin’ and talkin’ reckless
To be honest, I’m a little nervous about what might happen next
On a fast spiral down, my dysfunction is tearing me apart
At this point, I’m not even sure if I still have a heart
Eager to prove points and get even for wrongs
I know unforgiveness isn’t healthy, I know it’s wrong
But I don’t wanna be strong, I wanna be the smaller person
I just want some answers before my conditions worsen