Dear Beauty

It’s been a while since we spoke but I haven’t forgot
Thoughts concerning you actually cross my mind a lot
But as much as I wanna reach out I just stay silent
Out of fear that you’ll misconstrue what my intentions meant
It’s not a lie when I talk about your level of beauty
But how much does that really mean coming from me
To be honest, I’ve been seriously considering suicide
It’s just too much to deal with everything going on inside
A lot of this stuff is years in the making, I can’t help it
Addictions are killing me slowly but I’m too deep to quit
Besides nowadays everyone has a vice or two
I guess I just hope things are going much better for you