Avenue

Finally passin’ milestones due to all of the work
But now I’m suicidal due to all of the hurt
You hesitate to admit the love but I know you well
Late night convos about nothin’, it’s easy to tell
Daydreamin’ about a happily ever after
But all I’m good for is temporary tears and laughter
I never wanted any of my flaws for you
Especially after everything those guys put you through
Fighting for your attention, I can’t stand the resistance
Even though I’m the one to blame for creatin’ the distance
I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to tell you what I’m goin’ through
Maybe one day I’ll be man enough to be good enough for you