How many times have I been led astray
How often have I cursed my birthday
Why does vengeance provoke me so
Why won’t unforgiveness let me go
I wish for the day I am finally dead
For I would much rather be in Heaven instead
My body aches and my money disappears
My mind is a cloudy sky that never clears
Women entice me and drive me mad
Men oppress me and then are glad
Oh Lord, forgive my sin and take me away
Took me to a place where suffering can’t stay
Let me walk with You and fill the breeze
Let’s enjoy eternity with joy and ease