That Ex

Do you ever feel like God isn’t watching
Like your bad luck has no intention of stopping
I’ve been a little more lost than usual lately
It feels like everyone I used to love might hate me
Jasmine isn’t responding and Mari finally found herself a man
Uzma is as brown white as ever and Aleya still doesn’t understand
It’s like I’m in the twilight zone, how’d I get here
Taylor is married and Katie is calling someone else “Dear”
I was supposed to better than this by now
I wasn’t supposed to the one asking God to save me no matter when and how