Why Leave?

To be honest I’d rather live than live to stay alive
What’s the point of breathing for a nine to five
Living paycheck to paycheck for the sake of paying a bill
I just wanna enjoy my freedom and feel something real
I’m talking the true love of a woman and the Holy One Above
‘Cause I don’t believe He put us on this Earth to live in Hell
But as the days come and go there isn’t a happy story to tell
So I sit here daydreaming about taking these pills
Drinking Steel Reserves got me all up in my feels
I mean what’s the point of staying and racking up sins
Why not check out and try this whole thing again
Although at this point I’m not sure I’d go to Heaven
But I’m starting to feel like anything would be better than praying for the end