I asked the Good Lord Above
How long must I remain
As the lowest of the low
Sitting in darkness and pain
How long will love ignore me
And my heart have no beat
How long will my efforts
Be as the dirt beneath my feet
Where is Your mercy and goodness
What happened to Your love and grace
Why can’t I find favor with You
Or hear Your voice or see Your face
Valentine's Fall 
The Forgotten. Wow! The last stanza ..all the answers to those questions are in you! 😊 You have a raw gift with heartfelt expression.
Thank you 🙏 I try. Lol