Girl from the West

It’s taking everything in me not call you by name
Lord knows I hate being passive and playing games
But that’s exactly how you are, you hate being real
It’s too hard for you to just be honest and tell me how you feel
You’d rather stay in your feelings and not respond
Sometimes I think you wish your eyes were blue and your hair was blonde
And to think all I wanted something real with you
And to think being a friend was the least you couldn’t do
I appreciate your support don’t get me wrong
But excuse me for thinking treating you like a fan was wrong
I mean I understand all your guards and reservations
But what about all our previous conversations
I never held back anything from you, I was always open
I treated you like the queen you are, I treated you like you were chosen
But it was never good enough and probably never will
So here I am hoping you read this and find it in you to be real