Self-Loathing

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Home alone another Friday night
You don’t know how bad I just wanna see the light
You don’t know but I’m so far from alright
I swear I’m not worth it, I deserve to die
I don’t deserve to apologize or say goodbye
I used to think I was special, I thought I had purpose
I never thought I’d see the day I’d have to admit I was worthless
I still remember the time Nadia said I’d never be great
And the time Katie’s friend told me there were no famous poets to date
I rejected the thought and kept writing
Now I’m starting to think maybe they weren’t lying
Maybe it really is too late for me, maybe this is all I’m good for
Maybe I just don’t belong here anymore

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