Unappreciated

On my knees begging the Good Lord for change
Something’s wrong, something feels strange
It’s been darker than usual lately
One moment it’s all love then next everyone hates me
I try to play it off but it’s weighing heavy on my mind
Nowadays it’s takes two bottles to feel anything let alone fine
Questioning myself and the reasons why I write
I mean what’s the point if everything is still so far from alright
Five years of putting pen to page with nothing to show
Maybe I should just accept my insignificance and let it go