It’s midnight and I’m doing a buck ten down 45
Ready to lose it all, I’m ready to die
Wondering who would pretend to care and  who would cry
Picturing all the faces who would show up just to lie
Knowing good and damn well they never cared
The same niggas that never had any love to share
Completely ready to end it all on a dare
But I’ve always been like this just to be fair
Addicted to hopeless romance and the Fall
Still waiting on girls I don’t love to call
Meanwhile your girl is begging me to give her my all
So drunk it feels like I’m dreaming
Got you girl rereading my poems trying to find the meaning