Beauty Beyond This

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I’ve been hurt a lot
But I’ve thought about you a lot
Pretending to be someone I’m not
Always acting like I forgot
Suffering from unforgiveness
I know it’s just business
The Lord as our witness
I know that’s artificial kindness
Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate you
I appreciate all the things you do
I love how you don’t let negativity get to you
I love how you saw your recovery through
But then I realized you were just pretending
And you didn’t really care about me
That really hurt
I mean I wrote about you
I mean everything I said was true
I really thought you were amazing
I really thought I was dreaming
For once I thought someone was worth believing
But I was wrong
I guess I’m not that strong
I guess it’s just been too long
Since I’ve had to say so long

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