Not That Good

OJ with vodka, I’ve been mixin’
I have too many issues, there’s no fixin’
Taking it all to the head, there’s no sippin’
Cops just waiting to catch us slippin’
I’m starting to feel it now
You’re pretty but I’m not in the mood
Please just leave me alone
I’m sorry, I’m not trying to be rude
Thinking about money problems and tuition
Alcohol might just be my new addiction
Chase the world or give it up to be a Christian
The thought of having everything is clouding my decision
So tired of being overlooked
Far from attractive
And even further from being rich
Everything about me is making it harder to live
Tell God I have an idea to pitch
Can I just be someone else
Anyone else
God please
I won’t ask for anything else